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Chained up in my own fears. I alone am my greatest restraint.

The past haunts my future, silently in the dark.

My shadow is my enemy. Every move I make its there. There to judge and criticize.

Every thought I have. Every word I say. Every move I make.


I hold myself in chains. My fears are relentless. Hold me in a cell inside.

Holding me in a cell inside. It was only meant as a safehaven.

Only meant as a safehaven.

Inside I'm Locked.


Fear of wanting too much from someone.

Fear of being too much for anyone.

Abdonment is my motivator.

Loveless is who I am.


Love escapes my soul.

Who would love a freak like me?

Who would accept all of me?

Who?


I hold myself in chains. My fears are relentless. Hold me in a cell inside.

Holding me in a cell inside. It was only meant as a safehaven

Only meant as a safehaven.

Inside I'm Locked.


Life inside is so lonely.

Yet all I know how to do is move on.

Pick up the peices and hide them.

Unbroken is how I seem.

Inside I'm torn down too far.


Light is all anyone sees. Life is all anyone sees.

Inside I'm lost and confused.

The walls scratched and torn.

My escape from myself was useless.

No where to run.

No where to hide inside.

Its all a torment.


I hold myself in chains. My fears are relentless. Hold me in a cell inside.

Holding me in a cell inside. It was only meant as a safehaven.

Only meant as a safehaven.

Inside I'm Locked.


All I want is to know

Yet I fear the same

Fear you'll leave me if you knew

If you knew the outcast that resides within.

Hidden from view.

Hidden from you all.

Here in my cell.

All alone. Inside All Alone.

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Marla Fain
United States
I am a model. I'm most inspired by Marilyn Monroe, Tim Burton's darkness xD and Alice in Wonderland's confusing amazingness!
I would absolutely love you all to death if you have/use a facebook and like my page as that's usually where I will post pictures and whatnot first.

I wish you enough ~ Marla Fain
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aquamammal Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014
Thank you for watching me:) I enjoy your pictures very much.
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Isarawrrawr Featured By Owner May 8, 2014
Just my way of thanking you for watching me xD
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aquamammal Featured By Owner May 10, 2014
well:) Thank you very much, once again:)
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sivandogan1212 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2014
you are welcome :) Pleasure for me
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pHotOPuNK82 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014
Hey there, I totally forgot you had a dA, how goes it?
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Isarawrrawr Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014
Pretty Good.
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N1GHTMA72E555 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014
Hey keep up the good work
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SchwarzWieEbenholZ Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013   Photographer
Thanks for the fav! :hug:
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Absolutemarket Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2013  Professional General Artist
A big happy birthday from meHug 
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Isarawrrawr Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2013
Danke!
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